oh hey there

So I decided to start a new blog. I don't know why but I was just bored with this one and I wanted to start fresh. I don't really know what the one is gonna focus on, my life of course but I want add pictures and other fun and intresting stuff. I don't know we'll see how it goes. And when I start a new project type thing I get excited about it which means I'll probably post everyday, not once a month. If you wanna check it out this is the url: http://www.happinessisachoiceblog.blogspot.com

so yeah :)

he's no good girl

If I had an intresting life I'd post more often.
And today I'm just gonna ramble about things that you might find intresting.
Is ramble a word?

1. I got the best spot in the lot today. What a feeling.
2. I guess I'm a scary driver. Or at least that's what peopole tell me
3. I look forward to 3rd hour on Tuesdays and Thursdays. The kids we hang out with aren't to shabby. They laugh at my jokes and have highlighter fights with me. It's a nice break from the main group of friends who can't stop fighting about prom.
4. My hair drives my crazy. It's dry and has split ends. I want to cut it off but I will never do that. EVER.
5. My face is really smooth right now. I can't stop petting it.
6. Me and this kid have an on and off hate relationship. One month we're getting along fine then the other we hate eachother. It's the hate month right now. But kill em with kindness right?
7. It honestly blows my mind how small the number of days I have left of high school. I'm excited but at the same time I want it to stop.
8. I really need to start going to the gym and eat healthy.
9. I need a job. Because I need clothes.
10. Who am I kidding? These aren't intresting!

sucks to suck

Him: "Kellie did you say you're gonna punch me in the face?"

Me: "No why would I say that?" (I did)

Him: "Well I'm gonna squirt you in the face"

And then he squirted me in the face. I didn't think he would but he did. And of course when I try to get him back I miss. Multiple times. COOL/ Just another thing I need to add to my Embarrassing-Things-That-Happen-To-Me-Around -A-Guy-I-Like List.

But he did help spin the rotating thing for my print. Like teamwork. And it was his idea. He just rolled over in his wheelie chair and was all like here I'll help you. It was really bonding and magical moment. To me at least.

I've liked this kid for 3 years now. Why? I don't even have a good reason. He was a total douche last year, at least this year he's nice and we joke around. But it'll never be good enough. Maybe I should tell him my feelings.

HAHAHAHAHAAH yeah right.

big ballin' is my hobby

Things I've Learned This Weekend At The Festival of Colors:

1. I forgot how much I love cream soda
2. The Festival of Colors in Spanish Fork, Utah is by far the coolest thing I've ever been to
3. In-N-Out is still amazing
4. For some reason when you're traveling you can eat like no other
5. Village in makes really good strawberry crepes
6. I am not a hiker. At all
7. If you get green powder in your hair it will not come out for a very long time. I still have green in my hair and it's almost been a week.
8. I'm so glad I can sleep in cars
9. I miss those long talks in the middle of the night where you just talk about everything and find out things you never knew
10. After the colors are thrown in the air you are unable to breathe for about 2 minutes.

zumba zumba

Random Things On My Mind

-I love zumba. Even if I look totally awkward doing it.

-I hate basketball. Why did I take a basketball class?

-I've been trying to eat healthy but it's hard when McDonalds is oh so good.

-Me, Kiersten and Ashleigh are getting closer. I love it.

-Is till want to apply to CSU. Just to see.

-I went to Winter Camp this past wekend. It was the best one yet and I can't believe it was the last. I made a lot of new friends though!

-I need a haircut. ASAP

-I'm so freaking excited for The Hunger Games

-I need summer to get here. Like now.

fainting

Today I was listening to the song I plan to do for a video I'm gonna make. I'm gonna combine footage of graduation and the past four years into one lovely video. And As I listened to it I was imagining footage and stuff that would work with parts of the song. And I just kinda came to a conclusion. I only have about 80 days and summer left to be with these group of people. And I wanna make every one of those days count. I don't want to be holding a grudge against someone because of one mistake they made. I am not throwing over 3 years of friendship out the window if they hurt me. Yeah it'd suck and that's really uncool but honestly at the end of the day it doesn't matter. I wouldn't trade these years for the world. They made me who I am today. They were there for me. They made high school worth something. I'm sick of fighting or not getting along. So I'm making a promise to myself, just let whatever happens, happen. At the end of the day these girls are my best friends and I'm gonna make our last days before college count.

You know?

socks and sandals

the weirdest thing happened today.

there's a kid I used to be friends with right?

but this year he seems to think he's the shiz.

so he doesn't talk to me or let alone look at me.

but I always wave or say hi just cause.

but something strange happened today.

Me: Hey Mike

Mike: Hey how are you?

3 second pause.

Me: Good you?

Mike: Good.

I honestly wasn't expecting a response at all.

So when he not only said hi but asked how I was doing too?

I was so shocked it took my 3 whole seconds to respond.

And cause he said it REALLY fast for some reason.

Seriously weirdest thing ever.

Looks like I'm at -9 on the coolness scale with him now!

(remember that Michelle??)

day one and two

Day 1: Your View Today

Day 2: Words

modest as heck

I'm doing this.

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The only good things I can think of to share with you is I'm sick so I lose my voice every once in awhile and it's wonderful. Tuesday I went to Steak and Shake with Taylor and Je and there were like 20 kids for Legend High School there and I was being really weird to the ones in the booth next to me. And also a hot kid almost signed my forehead but refused. Weenie. Long story I guess. I'm lazy yo. And I went to a zumba class FINALLY on Tuesday. It was the greatest thing I've ever done. We're going to another one today. I'm so excited I'm gonna pee my pants.

the way you love with all you have

Current Song Obsession: Ain't Nothing 'Bout You by Brooks & Dunn.
Love it love it love it. Times a million and five.
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Highs and Lows of today yo:
Highs-
-Didn't have to work today
-Worked out with Madeline and Renee
-Sucessfully made cookies I learned in Culinary. What up.
-I was in a hyper mood all day until I crashed in print making
-Beat Meghan in badminton (5 to 1!)
-Me and Amelia spent about an hour playing Sally Spa Salon. Best game ever

Lows-
-Woke up late
-Dylan ditched me in the middle of first hour so I had to sit in the libary by myself
-Sit in the front of math class now. And whenever me and maureen talk no one else is so it's awk
-Lost to Alec Gieser or whatever in badminton. (8 to 2 or something) at least he thought my awkward and weirdness was funny...I think
-Have to write my essay and finish my CSU application by tomorrow. SWEET.

There you have it folks.

Lately college as been a big topic in our group. Four of us might be going to UNC now. Me, Renee, Teddi, and Maureen. Just talking about dorms and just everything. I don't know it's just getting more and more real. Blah.

i hate college...

Today I didn't go to school. Instead I went to UNC. (University of Northern Colorado)
It was preview day so you pretty much take a tour of the campus and they tell you why it's so great. Maureen and Kikue were there as well, we only got to spend some time together, me and Kikue were both undeclared majors so we got to do a lot of stuff together until the tour of the campus. So that was nice. At first they hated it but Kikue said she liked it more and more as the day went on. I have a feeling Maureen didn't like it as much. But I liked it. A lot actually. The campus is nice and pretty, the dorms are awesome, especially the north and south halls, oh my goodness. They have a sweet gym, good food, and nice people. I think I'm gonna go there. I see myself there. I'm tranferring to Boise State after two years anyway soooo. I'm still applying to CSU though. I don't know what I'll do if I get accepted. I'll make the decision when the time comes (if I get in), and I know which I choose will be right, everything happens for a reason. And I'll have Renee if I go to UNC, it's nice to know you have SOMEONE. I just don't want to go to college. I mean I do, but I really really don't. I'm not even close to ready. The friends I've known for four years or longer are gonna be in different states and I don't know what I'll do except cry myself to sleep. I'm not good with change. It's a Taurus thing I've heard. Just thinking about it....I just can't. It's like it was all for nothing. Me and Maureen were talking about how depressing this next summer will be because of that. That little voice in the back of your mind saying you aren't gonna see them again after this. Only a few times through out the year if you're lucky. I can't. I can't. I can't.

awko taco

Today I pulled up next to an old friend.
Her name's Reagan.
You see last year she kind of stopped being my friend, she made new friends.
And even though I should hate her, and in a way I do, for leaving me because she found something better. But most of all I miss her. And after watching the summer videos I missed her even more. She was a great friend. Yeah she caused drama but that didn't matter. She was funny, and would stay up for many hours playing Dogopoly, and had the best sleepovers. She was one of my closest friends. And now she's ogne. She's there sitting next to me in math class, but it feels like were strangers and might as well ignore eachother.
But I had that choice in the car today, to ignore her or say something. So I said something.
And we talked for a few minutes, laughed and smiled. Then went back pretending to fiddle with our radios. It was probably fake yes, but it was good enough for me.
Point is I miss her, I really do.
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Highs:
-Wonderful off hour with Jill and Ben. Thanks to Jill I know what I'm writing for my college essay. She wrote about how Taylor Swift inspires her and since I can't do the same thing I'm writing mine on Shay Carl. Believe it.
-An old student came in our economics class and talked about the stocks project and how it helped him in real life. And it inspired me to be honest...I really want to invest now.
-We made french fries in culinary
-Me and Amelia went to Ulta and then my house. We watched Youtube videos, and all that jazz

Lows:
-A kid scratched my car, but it isn't too bad. At least he left a note
-I didn't shower last night so my hair looked wonderful
-Watching old summer videos is really depressing

i'd rather date a spider

Today I took a nap for the second day in a row. It was fantastic.
Then I woke up to my dad blasting Chicken Fried by Zac Brown Band.
And he kept blasting country music for a solid hour until my mom turned it down.
That's something I love that my dad does, blast music.
I also realized I need to listen to country more, I haven't listened to some in a long time (except for Taylor Swift) and I really music. I love it. Everything about it.
Gym class wasn't fun today. All my friends ditched me and paired with eachother so I was left with a boy I didn't know and it wasn't fun. We lost every game, mostly my fault. But they either kept hitting it as had as they could or hit it BARLEY over the net. It was really annoying.
I don't think I like people very much lately. I'm just bipolar this week.
And I mean there are some people I could never see myself getting annoyed with, but that's because I only hang out with them a few times a week. Not everyday.
But I'm gonna miss the everyday friends in about 8 months. When they're all gone and I'm alone. In a huge college where I don't know anyone. Unless I go to UNC with Renee. But I'm applyingto CSU too. And I don't know where I'll go if I get in.
I hate thinking about that stuff.

You know what I need? I need to get out of here for a while. A week.
And I'd like that week to be the Jerzyk family reunion.
I honestly can't wait. To see my family again. To hear campfire stories of their childhood.
To bond with my cousins. To make s'mores. To see Erin, and Booby Brian.
I need it. NOW.

meltdowns

I was an emotional wreck today.
When I watched Glee I almost cried like 10 times
When my Red Machine Naked juice was gone from the fridge I got really angry.
I knew my sister took it cause she eats freaking everything.
So I called my mom venting to her aout how she drank it and stuff,
and then I broke down and started crying. Totally normal.
But it wasn't really about the juice, it's more about how she's been such a brat.
She honestly hasn't been nice to me for like a week. And it's really annoying.
She just needs to move out already and be anti-social somewhere else.
And when you drink my delicious drink? Girl please.
But really though that shiz is expensive.

four to ONE

I like getting really into games.
Like badminton.
Yes I'm horrible at it but it's just so fun. All you have to do is hit the birdie and maybe run a foot or two. My kind of game.
Today we only won one game. Tied one. And lost like three or four. IT'S WHATEVER.
But I just really like being weird and over dramatic and angry when we're losing.
It's totally normal. I don't need help or anything. no ma'am.
Me and Megan (my teammate today) played some imaginary badmiton in printmaking, you know for practice. I played with Fat Kyle to but he kept cheating and said I missed it so I no longer played with him.
I feel like that's the only intresting thing I have to say today.
I'm addicted to this app called Monster Pet Shop or something like that thanks to Maureen.
And I just got another called Temple Run, I can already tell that will be addicting as well.
WHY is technology so dang addicting?!?!
Oh and Teddi comes back to school next week! Holla!!!!
OK BYE

work work all week long

Oh hi. It's been quite awhile hasn't it?
I blame work, school, Tumblr and me for being so darn lazy.
I'll jst tell you interesting things...
-Yesterday it snowed which means ice. And as I was walking to my car after work I happened to slip on a huge patch of it. I feel right on my left knee but still managed not to drop my shake (skills) andI tried to get up several times but it was so slippery I couldn't. It was quite embarrassing, I wasn't even close. So I literally had to CRAWL off the ice. I've never felt more pathetic. Luckily I don't think anyone saw. I REALLY hope cool kid (hot guy I work with) didn't see. I would die.
-Cool kid (mentioned above) is hot. And he came into Steak n Shake at night when me and Taylor were off and eating some lovely food. We got his attention and waved at him and went on with our lives until Taylor had the brilliant idea to write him a note. So with our handy dandy pen and paper we wrote him a note saying something like how we were offended he didn't sit by us and blah blah blah this note wil burts into flames in 10 seconds blah blah blah. The usual. And we had Sarah deliver it for us. He read it but never wrote back....BUT we happened to pay for our food at the same time so we had a nice conversation. My goddness is he hot.
-Teddi's birthday party was this weekend and it was a blasty blast! We went downtown and went to Crepes n Crepes and enjoyed wonderful crepes. I had strawberries, bananas, and nuetlla. MMM MMM MMM good.
-Teddi has the chicken pox. If she gave it to me I'm gonna kill her.
Finished the second book of Hunger Games. So hacking gooood
- Second semester has started. The last semester of my high school life. So weird. I have pretty much all easy/fun classes though so that's pretty great.
-That's all I can think of...