running sucks.

I'M IN LOVE.

With a really freaking hot boy.

In my Shakespeare class.

I talked to him for the first time today.

But I said totes.

WHO WOULD DATE A GIRL WHO SAYS TOTES??!

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

I'm also a cat with rabies.

I've missed blogging :)

I was in a bad today and I have no idea why! I'll be better I promise.

"Not everyday can be the best day, do what you can right now don't hesitate"

the week of all weeks

Hi.

Homecoming week is this week.

Let me just break it down for ya.

MONDAY: Superhero Day and Talent Show

TUESDAY: Black & White Day and Royalty Assembly

WEDNESDAY: Wacky Tacky Day and Bonfire

THURSDAY: Disney/Pixar Day, Decorate the school, and TP junior girls

FRIDAY: Spirit Day and PEP ASSEMBLY!!!

SATURDAY: Getting ready for the dance and THE DANCE!

This week will be grand.

{Just beingalive is a grand thing}

SENIORS! SENIORS! SENIORS!

it's all a little foolish isn't it?

So I in my bed trying to take a nap but I ended up just thinking about life...which is what I tend to do before I fall asleep. Anyhoe I realized that I'm a big grudge holder. Always have been. I remember when I was a little kid I would fight with my sister, and they next morning I'd still befurious with her but she acted like nothing happened and I never understood why. I don't have a grudge for like 5 months but I have them often and they last like a month or something I feel like. And I just realized how stupid it was. Because the reasons I have grudes are really stupid and pointless.

Especially with close friends. You see them everyday and it just makes it complicated when you're mad at them. You know you're gonna make up with them anyway so why bother wasting the time you could have together? I mean I understand if she like hooked up with your boyfriend or something like that but the fights about silly, pointless stuff is just stupid drama.

And do you ever think about what it'd be like if the person was just gone the next day? Like dead. Dead and gone. You'd feel so awful that the last days of your friendship were spent ignoring eachother because of a boy or something like that. I'm gonna keep that in the back of my mind, to treat everyone, especially my friends like it's their last day. That before I yell at her for kicking me in the face, I wanna remind myself "Is it really worth it?". I don't know I guess the moral of the story is don't hold grudes, don't have pointless drama, and treat everyone like it's their last day to live.

Cause you never know, it could be.

"get it out!!!"

Soooo there was a spider in my hair this morning. Nobody would help me get out it out for like 30 seconds until Taylor finally did. Scariest thing ever.

are you excited?

So next week is Arapahoe High School's HOMECOMING WEEK. And let me just say that I am so hackin' excited. Seriously homecoming week is pretty much the best week ever. With all of the dress up days, the bonfire, the talent show, and of course THE PEP ASSEMBLY! And this year will be the best yet because we're finally SENIORS!!! So we'll be going crazy and it will freaking rock. I'm. So. Excited. And did I forget about the dance? Yes, yes I did. Once again we'll get ready together, the day starting off calm while everyone paints their nails and such until 10 minutes before we take pictures and we're all trying to curl our hair into perfection. It tends to be chaos. I've avoided the curl fiasco for pretty much all of the dances so far because I never no anything special with my hair. I've done a side pony, french braid, waved it, and kept it straight. I've just never cared. But I decided this year I might as well try. My plan is to curl my hair then put it into a loose updo. Yes? No? I haven't decided. I'm getting really excited....in case you we're wondering I odn't have a date yet. Shocker I know. Not like I've never had a date to any of the dances before...Wana know a secret? I keep thinking my dress is to slutty. It's like loose on the top but tight on the booty so I feel like a skank. But it isn't THAT bad right? I just need to hit the gym so it looks like I actually have a butt. Umm yeah to much information. Anyhoe that's all for now! Yay homecoming!

works every time

Playing dead and guys pulling up in their cars: Two of my new favorite things.

phailure at blogging

So I'm really sorry about the whole not-blogging-asmuch-as-I-should thing. I like to think that I'm to busy but I'm really not...I just prefer to watch Keeping Up With the Kardashians. Gotta love that family. Anyhoe I'm gonna try to think of things that have happened recently that's exciting enought to share with you guys aka Teddi, Maureen, and Jill. I mean what? Who said that? Hah well my dogs have been getting really sick these past few days. They keep throwing up and it's really gross. We don't know what it's from yet so hopefully they'll stop eating whatever it is they're eating that causes them to vomit on our floors. Sorry that was really gross....what else? Oh yeah! SO at my school us SENIOR girls have a group known as the Wild Warrior Women, and we're pretty much ballers especially (sp?) during homecoming week because we dress up in matching outfits (this year is black overalls!) and do all these super sweet traditions like decorate the school, TP the junior girls, and so on. (In case you can't tell I really love school spirit, don't judge.) As I was saying people were entering shirt ideas to use as our WWW shirts and I thought I'd enter one for the heck of it, and so I did and I made 10 people vote for my shirt cause I really wanted to win. Cause how awesome would that be? "Yeah you see those tanks/tees all the senior girls are wearing? I made those. NBD" And it just so happens I won!!!!! By four votes! HOLLA! Maybe I should go in the shirt design business...ha just kidding. Kind of. The only thing is I put the back as "You Know You Want To Be and then the the numbers 12" asin You know you want to be ONE TWO" but I didn't realize that people would think it says "You Know You Want To Be TWELVE" so I really hope they fix that because then people wouldn't get it and everyone would throw carrots and cats at me because I made it. So let's hope that doesn't happen. Holy cow this is long. But I think that's it. OKBYE.