you're tacky and i hate you

So this is the last day of Thanksgiving Break.

It's quite depressing.

But I only have two weeks and then finals week and my 1st semester is OVER.

My last 1st semester. Weird. I have a feeling it'll be graduation before I know it.

And I haven't even offically applied to any colleges yet. AWESOME.

What else happened?

I've worked for most of the week for 5 hours each day, but I got sent home early on Thanksgiving cause it was so slow! HOOLA! And I got my paychaeck so it looks like I'll be shopping today!

I went to the mall on Black Friday. Never doing that again.

I've been watching Shaytard videos, cause I'm SO BEHIND. Baby steps, baby steps.

I don't think there's anything else to talk about.....

28 DAYS.

(I think)

really chad? really?

Soooo I work at Steak and Shake right?

And for the most part I like it.

I get tips, the food is good, I like most of the people that work there.

BUT they want me to work on Thanksgiving.

From 4-9.

Why they're open on Thanksgiving? I DON'T KNOW!

Why they think anyone would want to work? NO IDEA.

But I guess I had to come to them before hand to tell them I don't want to work

....on Thanksgiving. Common sense don't you think?

I'm only 17, of course I want to be home eating dinner with my family.

This should be illegal.

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Well now I know to tell them I'll be gone for the first week of winter break.

I'll be in.....Wisconsin. Yes I'll be visiting my family in Wisconsin for Christmas.

Now I won't have to work that week or on hackin Christmas Eve or something stupid like that.

{In case you can't tell I'm pissed.}

never been so weak

I've never felt so numb
Never been this emotional.
And to others it may seem like nothing. There are people dealing with things SO much worse and I understand that, I do.
But to me....this is EVERYTHING.
And I can't do anything to fix it.
I just have to wait until its finally over.


(yeah that was depressing I know but I just really felt like blogging and yeah...don't ask what it's about cause I'm not telling anyone, it's a battle I have to fight on my own you know?)

i know the drill

Ummm hi. It's been like 9 days. Yeah sorry about that.

I just suck at blogging. And nothing has been happening in my life...

I mean let's just look at the highlights of today:

-I went to the dentist (it's not really a highlight but whatever)

-I went home early

-I saw Bernie kid (that one's for you Jill!)

-I watched How I met Your Mother

-Yeah that's it.

Low points:

-Watched a really sad and depressing movie in Film Study called Blood Diamond. And yes I looked down when the people were murdering everyone. Sorry I don't like to watch people die!

-Went to the dentist. I would erase it from the highlights section but whatever

-That's all I can think of

MY LIFE IS SO EXCITING.

But yeah tomorrow is a late start so that's pretty great. And only 47 days until Christmas. You best believe I've started my list. Mmmmmkay bye.