Current Song Obsession: Ain't Nothing 'Bout You by Brooks & Dunn.
Love it love it love it. Times a million and five.
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Highs and Lows of today yo:
Highs-
-Didn't have to work today
-Worked out with Madeline and Renee
-Sucessfully made cookies I learned in Culinary. What up.
-I was in a hyper mood all day until I crashed in print making
-Beat Meghan in badminton (5 to 1!)
-Me and Amelia spent about an hour playing Sally Spa Salon. Best game ever
Lows-
-Woke up late
-Dylan ditched me in the middle of first hour so I had to sit in the libary by myself
-Sit in the front of math class now. And whenever me and maureen talk no one else is so it's awk
-Lost to Alec Gieser or whatever in badminton. (8 to 2 or something) at least he thought my awkward and weirdness was funny...I think
-Have to write my essay and finish my CSU application by tomorrow. SWEET.
There you have it folks.
Lately college as been a big topic in our group. Four of us might be going to UNC now. Me, Renee, Teddi, and Maureen. Just talking about dorms and just everything. I don't know it's just getting more and more real. Blah.
Monday, January 30, 2012
Friday, January 27, 2012
i hate college...
Today I didn't go to school. Instead I went to UNC. (University of Northern Colorado)
It was preview day so you pretty much take a tour of the campus and they tell you why it's so great. Maureen and Kikue were there as well, we only got to spend some time together, me and Kikue were both undeclared majors so we got to do a lot of stuff together until the tour of the campus. So that was nice. At first they hated it but Kikue said she liked it more and more as the day went on. I have a feeling Maureen didn't like it as much. But I liked it. A lot actually. The campus is nice and pretty, the dorms are awesome, especially the north and south halls, oh my goodness. They have a sweet gym, good food, and nice people. I think I'm gonna go there. I see myself there. I'm tranferring to Boise State after two years anyway soooo. I'm still applying to CSU though. I don't know what I'll do if I get accepted. I'll make the decision when the time comes (if I get in), and I know which I choose will be right, everything happens for a reason. And I'll have Renee if I go to UNC, it's nice to know you have SOMEONE. I just don't want to go to college. I mean I do, but I really really don't. I'm not even close to ready. The friends I've known for four years or longer are gonna be in different states and I don't know what I'll do except cry myself to sleep. I'm not good with change. It's a Taurus thing I've heard. Just thinking about it....I just can't. It's like it was all for nothing. Me and Maureen were talking about how depressing this next summer will be because of that. That little voice in the back of your mind saying you aren't gonna see them again after this. Only a few times through out the year if you're lucky. I can't. I can't. I can't.
It was preview day so you pretty much take a tour of the campus and they tell you why it's so great. Maureen and Kikue were there as well, we only got to spend some time together, me and Kikue were both undeclared majors so we got to do a lot of stuff together until the tour of the campus. So that was nice. At first they hated it but Kikue said she liked it more and more as the day went on. I have a feeling Maureen didn't like it as much. But I liked it. A lot actually. The campus is nice and pretty, the dorms are awesome, especially the north and south halls, oh my goodness. They have a sweet gym, good food, and nice people. I think I'm gonna go there. I see myself there. I'm tranferring to Boise State after two years anyway soooo. I'm still applying to CSU though. I don't know what I'll do if I get accepted. I'll make the decision when the time comes (if I get in), and I know which I choose will be right, everything happens for a reason. And I'll have Renee if I go to UNC, it's nice to know you have SOMEONE. I just don't want to go to college. I mean I do, but I really really don't. I'm not even close to ready. The friends I've known for four years or longer are gonna be in different states and I don't know what I'll do except cry myself to sleep. I'm not good with change. It's a Taurus thing I've heard. Just thinking about it....I just can't. It's like it was all for nothing. Me and Maureen were talking about how depressing this next summer will be because of that. That little voice in the back of your mind saying you aren't gonna see them again after this. Only a few times through out the year if you're lucky. I can't. I can't. I can't.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
awko taco
Today I pulled up next to an old friend.
Her name's Reagan.
You see last year she kind of stopped being my friend, she made new friends.
And even though I should hate her, and in a way I do, for leaving me because she found something better. But most of all I miss her. And after watching the summer videos I missed her even more. She was a great friend. Yeah she caused drama but that didn't matter. She was funny, and would stay up for many hours playing Dogopoly, and had the best sleepovers. She was one of my closest friends. And now she's ogne. She's there sitting next to me in math class, but it feels like were strangers and might as well ignore eachother.
But I had that choice in the car today, to ignore her or say something. So I said something.
And we talked for a few minutes, laughed and smiled. Then went back pretending to fiddle with our radios. It was probably fake yes, but it was good enough for me.
Point is I miss her, I really do.
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Highs:
-Wonderful off hour with Jill and Ben. Thanks to Jill I know what I'm writing for my college essay. She wrote about how Taylor Swift inspires her and since I can't do the same thing I'm writing mine on Shay Carl. Believe it.
-An old student came in our economics class and talked about the stocks project and how it helped him in real life. And it inspired me to be honest...I really want to invest now.
-We made french fries in culinary
-Me and Amelia went to Ulta and then my house. We watched Youtube videos, and all that jazz
Lows:
-A kid scratched my car, but it isn't too bad. At least he left a note
-I didn't shower last night so my hair looked wonderful
-Watching old summer videos is really depressing
Her name's Reagan.
You see last year she kind of stopped being my friend, she made new friends.
And even though I should hate her, and in a way I do, for leaving me because she found something better. But most of all I miss her. And after watching the summer videos I missed her even more. She was a great friend. Yeah she caused drama but that didn't matter. She was funny, and would stay up for many hours playing Dogopoly, and had the best sleepovers. She was one of my closest friends. And now she's ogne. She's there sitting next to me in math class, but it feels like were strangers and might as well ignore eachother.
But I had that choice in the car today, to ignore her or say something. So I said something.
And we talked for a few minutes, laughed and smiled. Then went back pretending to fiddle with our radios. It was probably fake yes, but it was good enough for me.
Point is I miss her, I really do.
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Highs:
-Wonderful off hour with Jill and Ben. Thanks to Jill I know what I'm writing for my college essay. She wrote about how Taylor Swift inspires her and since I can't do the same thing I'm writing mine on Shay Carl. Believe it.
-An old student came in our economics class and talked about the stocks project and how it helped him in real life. And it inspired me to be honest...I really want to invest now.
-We made french fries in culinary
-Me and Amelia went to Ulta and then my house. We watched Youtube videos, and all that jazz
Lows:
-A kid scratched my car, but it isn't too bad. At least he left a note
-I didn't shower last night so my hair looked wonderful
-Watching old summer videos is really depressing
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
i'd rather date a spider
Today I took a nap for the second day in a row. It was fantastic.
Then I woke up to my dad blasting Chicken Fried by Zac Brown Band.
And he kept blasting country music for a solid hour until my mom turned it down.
That's something I love that my dad does, blast music.
I also realized I need to listen to country more, I haven't listened to some in a long time (except for Taylor Swift) and I really music. I love it. Everything about it.
Gym class wasn't fun today. All my friends ditched me and paired with eachother so I was left with a boy I didn't know and it wasn't fun. We lost every game, mostly my fault. But they either kept hitting it as had as they could or hit it BARLEY over the net. It was really annoying.
I don't think I like people very much lately. I'm just bipolar this week.
And I mean there are some people I could never see myself getting annoyed with, but that's because I only hang out with them a few times a week. Not everyday.
But I'm gonna miss the everyday friends in about 8 months. When they're all gone and I'm alone. In a huge college where I don't know anyone. Unless I go to UNC with Renee. But I'm applyingto CSU too. And I don't know where I'll go if I get in.
I hate thinking about that stuff.
You know what I need? I need to get out of here for a while. A week.
And I'd like that week to be the Jerzyk family reunion.
I honestly can't wait. To see my family again. To hear campfire stories of their childhood.
To bond with my cousins. To make s'mores. To see Erin, and Booby Brian.
I need it. NOW.
Then I woke up to my dad blasting Chicken Fried by Zac Brown Band.
And he kept blasting country music for a solid hour until my mom turned it down.
That's something I love that my dad does, blast music.
I also realized I need to listen to country more, I haven't listened to some in a long time (except for Taylor Swift) and I really music. I love it. Everything about it.
Gym class wasn't fun today. All my friends ditched me and paired with eachother so I was left with a boy I didn't know and it wasn't fun. We lost every game, mostly my fault. But they either kept hitting it as had as they could or hit it BARLEY over the net. It was really annoying.
I don't think I like people very much lately. I'm just bipolar this week.
And I mean there are some people I could never see myself getting annoyed with, but that's because I only hang out with them a few times a week. Not everyday.
But I'm gonna miss the everyday friends in about 8 months. When they're all gone and I'm alone. In a huge college where I don't know anyone. Unless I go to UNC with Renee. But I'm applyingto CSU too. And I don't know where I'll go if I get in.
I hate thinking about that stuff.
You know what I need? I need to get out of here for a while. A week.
And I'd like that week to be the Jerzyk family reunion.
I honestly can't wait. To see my family again. To hear campfire stories of their childhood.
To bond with my cousins. To make s'mores. To see Erin, and Booby Brian.
I need it. NOW.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
meltdowns
I was an emotional wreck today.
When I watched Glee I almost cried like 10 times
When my Red Machine Naked juice was gone from the fridge I got really angry.
I knew my sister took it cause she eats freaking everything.
So I called my mom venting to her aout how she drank it and stuff,
and then I broke down and started crying. Totally normal.
But it wasn't really about the juice, it's more about how she's been such a brat.
She honestly hasn't been nice to me for like a week. And it's really annoying.
She just needs to move out already and be anti-social somewhere else.
And when you drink my delicious drink? Girl please.
But really though that shiz is expensive.
When I watched Glee I almost cried like 10 times
When my Red Machine Naked juice was gone from the fridge I got really angry.
I knew my sister took it cause she eats freaking everything.
So I called my mom venting to her aout how she drank it and stuff,
and then I broke down and started crying. Totally normal.
But it wasn't really about the juice, it's more about how she's been such a brat.
She honestly hasn't been nice to me for like a week. And it's really annoying.
She just needs to move out already and be anti-social somewhere else.
And when you drink my delicious drink? Girl please.
But really though that shiz is expensive.
Friday, January 13, 2012
four to ONE
I like getting really into games.
Like badminton.
Yes I'm horrible at it but it's just so fun. All you have to do is hit the birdie and maybe run a foot or two. My kind of game.
Today we only won one game. Tied one. And lost like three or four. IT'S WHATEVER.
But I just really like being weird and over dramatic and angry when we're losing.
It's totally normal. I don't need help or anything. no ma'am.
Me and Megan (my teammate today) played some imaginary badmiton in printmaking, you know for practice. I played with Fat Kyle to but he kept cheating and said I missed it so I no longer played with him.
I feel like that's the only intresting thing I have to say today.
I'm addicted to this app called Monster Pet Shop or something like that thanks to Maureen.
And I just got another called Temple Run, I can already tell that will be addicting as well.
WHY is technology so dang addicting?!?!
Oh and Teddi comes back to school next week! Holla!!!!
OK BYE
Like badminton.
Yes I'm horrible at it but it's just so fun. All you have to do is hit the birdie and maybe run a foot or two. My kind of game.
Today we only won one game. Tied one. And lost like three or four. IT'S WHATEVER.
But I just really like being weird and over dramatic and angry when we're losing.
It's totally normal. I don't need help or anything. no ma'am.
Me and Megan (my teammate today) played some imaginary badmiton in printmaking, you know for practice. I played with Fat Kyle to but he kept cheating and said I missed it so I no longer played with him.
I feel like that's the only intresting thing I have to say today.
I'm addicted to this app called Monster Pet Shop or something like that thanks to Maureen.
And I just got another called Temple Run, I can already tell that will be addicting as well.
WHY is technology so dang addicting?!?!
Oh and Teddi comes back to school next week! Holla!!!!
OK BYE
Sunday, January 8, 2012
work work all week long
Oh hi. It's been quite awhile hasn't it?
I blame work, school, Tumblr and me for being so darn lazy.
I'll jst tell you interesting things...
-Yesterday it snowed which means ice. And as I was walking to my car after work I happened to slip on a huge patch of it. I feel right on my left knee but still managed not to drop my shake (skills) andI tried to get up several times but it was so slippery I couldn't. It was quite embarrassing, I wasn't even close. So I literally had to CRAWL off the ice. I've never felt more pathetic. Luckily I don't think anyone saw. I REALLY hope cool kid (hot guy I work with) didn't see. I would die.
-Cool kid (mentioned above) is hot. And he came into Steak n Shake at night when me and Taylor were off and eating some lovely food. We got his attention and waved at him and went on with our lives until Taylor had the brilliant idea to write him a note. So with our handy dandy pen and paper we wrote him a note saying something like how we were offended he didn't sit by us and blah blah blah this note wil burts into flames in 10 seconds blah blah blah. The usual. And we had Sarah deliver it for us. He read it but never wrote back....BUT we happened to pay for our food at the same time so we had a nice conversation. My goddness is he hot.
-Teddi's birthday party was this weekend and it was a blasty blast! We went downtown and went to Crepes n Crepes and enjoyed wonderful crepes. I had strawberries, bananas, and nuetlla. MMM MMM MMM good.
-Teddi has the chicken pox. If she gave it to me I'm gonna kill her.
Finished the second book of Hunger Games. So hacking gooood
- Second semester has started. The last semester of my high school life. So weird. I have pretty much all easy/fun classes though so that's pretty great.
-That's all I can think of...
I blame work, school, Tumblr and me for being so darn lazy.
I'll jst tell you interesting things...
-Yesterday it snowed which means ice. And as I was walking to my car after work I happened to slip on a huge patch of it. I feel right on my left knee but still managed not to drop my shake (skills) andI tried to get up several times but it was so slippery I couldn't. It was quite embarrassing, I wasn't even close. So I literally had to CRAWL off the ice. I've never felt more pathetic. Luckily I don't think anyone saw. I REALLY hope cool kid (hot guy I work with) didn't see. I would die.
-Cool kid (mentioned above) is hot. And he came into Steak n Shake at night when me and Taylor were off and eating some lovely food. We got his attention and waved at him and went on with our lives until Taylor had the brilliant idea to write him a note. So with our handy dandy pen and paper we wrote him a note saying something like how we were offended he didn't sit by us and blah blah blah this note wil burts into flames in 10 seconds blah blah blah. The usual. And we had Sarah deliver it for us. He read it but never wrote back....BUT we happened to pay for our food at the same time so we had a nice conversation. My goddness is he hot.
-Teddi's birthday party was this weekend and it was a blasty blast! We went downtown and went to Crepes n Crepes and enjoyed wonderful crepes. I had strawberries, bananas, and nuetlla. MMM MMM MMM good.
-Teddi has the chicken pox. If she gave it to me I'm gonna kill her.
Finished the second book of Hunger Games. So hacking gooood
- Second semester has started. The last semester of my high school life. So weird. I have pretty much all easy/fun classes though so that's pretty great.
-That's all I can think of...
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